I have nothing to say
and I am saying it and that is
poetry as I need it .



John Cage, Lecture on Nothing



Friday, January 22, 2010

Our one-year review

Barack Obama has been POTUS for one year and one day.  Hooray!!!!!!
It's been a rocky year, and i've tried to stay optimistic about it all, which is becoming harder and harder.
Through all this, especially with the results of the MA Senate race of this week, a lot of big questions have come up unanswered.
The reasons why I am still largely in support of BO are many:


  • We have a President who does not endorse torture as a National policy
  • Our President and his administration has a great respect for science and intellect
  • Our President makes thoughtful decisions, about real problems, often in the face of political suicide
  • The international opinion of the USA has shot through the roof
  • Failed stimulus or not, he stalled a second Great Depression, which, in case you forgot, was brought on by the previous administration.
That's mostly what i've been feeling the last year, with a few bumps and bruises.
What i've been feeling in the last few days, on the other hand, is quite different.

I've known all along that deep down Obama is a pragmatist, not a progressive, and that has helped me stay afloat when he's become more centrist and relentlessly pragmatic while alienating the progressive base that got angry at the establishment and elected him.
Now he's the establishment that is making everyone, especially progressives, crazy.  David Brooks, the smartest conservative alive, has an excellent column on Obama's first year and how his administration's hubris is killing him softly.  I've been having an especially hard time staying positive this week, amidst the MA Senate debacle, the Supreme Court's heinous campaign-finance ruling and the reality that the house democrats just might let health care reform slip through its fingers.

I have long thought, with most democrats, that the purpose of government is to elect intelligent officials to carry out legislation and do what's best for the country.  Since its introduction, both the House and Senate versions of the health care overhaul have been criticized and largely rejected by the american public.  Being the liberal elitist that I am, I haven't been too concerned by this, thinking, "well, the government knows what's best for the country.  That's why we have government." With Scott Brown winning Ted Kennedy's Senate seat on the platform of stopping health care legislation and being a Red Sox fan, i'm not so sure about my previous inclinations.

Yes, we need health care legislation. And badly.  I honestly can't understand why so many republicans and conservative members of our nation are so vehemently opposed to a bill that is largely centrist and will in real, tangible ways help the welfare of the entire country.  If they're so opposed to health care that the Commonwealth of Massachusetts will put the legacy of Ted Kennedy in the hands of hapless house dems with no good option, there must be something i'm missing.  It's truly perplexing, but at the moment I know that deep down we MUST pass a health care bill, however flawed and politically suicidal.  For what it's worth, the Democratic power in Congress and the White House is eroding quickly.  We won't get another shot like this in a generation.

Many liberals have alluded to the fact that Obama's promise of transparency hasn't come through.  He made back room deals with the devil (Big Pharm) and even some front-room deals with weasels in the senate (Ben Nelson).  I understand that this is, regrettably, how our government works.  I don't really know all that much about The Supreme Court's new ruling to overturn campaign finance laws, but I do know that it's bad. I'm terrified of the influence that big corporations will be able to wield, given the disgusting amount of pull they already have.  I can only imagine the horrific commercials this November: "Vote for the CIGNA/AETNA Health Insurance Endowed Senate Seat, created exclusively for Joe Lieberman."

Sigh.....


Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Happy New Year!!!!!!

Wait a second...

For those of you keeping score, it's been the new year for 19 days, and I haven't blogged in much longer than that.
What gives? I've been doing lots of cello playing and everything, and sometimes I get into these ruts where I block out the rest of life and go on in a trance practicing and eating and sleeping and whatnot.  I'm waking up, and I think i'll start writing on this more.  So i've made some new year's resolutions, a bit late, but in earnest.

First and foremost, I'm going to keep in better touch with my friends.  If you're reading this, friend, don't be alarmed when I call. I do feel guilty, but it's the good kind of guilt.  I have so many amazing people that i've been so lucky to have as friends it's pathetic how terrible I am at staying in touch.  This was made apparent to me when I saw dear old Peter Lynn (visit his blog here) a few weeks back.  Haven't seen him in years.  No reason for that.

Next, I really have to start taking advantage of the city where I live.  After being back in Kansas City for the holidays (which was awesome, btw) and Waco for the first time (also awesome), people asked how I liked living in NYC.  I spent a lot of time talking about how great NYC is, but then I thought about it and realized that I don't really experience the city to it's fullest, and i'm not going to live here forever.  But wait!  Part of this resolution includes this blog!!  In an attempt to take advantage of this fair city, i've given myself a challenge of creating more opportunities to photograph things, and to write about them.  There it is. We'll see what happens.

Last, the obligatory exercise resolution.  I really should do that more.  It's not like I don't have the time. It's just that i'm lazy.  Alyssa got a Wii (with wii fitness plus) for christmas, and that might help dispel the laziness if i can pass off video games for exercise.

Enough with the New Year's resolutions.  As i've been writing this, Ted Kennedy's senate seat has been given, with the permission of a majority of the Commonwealth of Massachusetts, to Scott Brown, a little-known, little-knowing republican who ran solely on the premise of stopping legislation that became Kennedy's life's work.  Brown isn't proposing some kind of new regulation or ideas or something smart; the only thing he has is a number.  Senator No. 41, stopping health care with just his existence.
Massachusetts, you should be ashamed.  Just because Curt Schilling and Cliff from Cheers like Brown doesn't mean he'll do any bit of good for anybody.  The most poignant irony is that Mass. has a health care system that resembles most closely a single payer system, and the people that voted for Brown are the ones who benefit most from it.  We've been confounded by Massachusetts before (insert Dukakis joke here), but I thought they were better than that.  Maybe it's time to be a Yankees fan.